He will provide.

Hey everybody. I do apologize for not writing in the last month. Blame my head and not my heart. Please? But you guys, I want to encourage you. I want to let you guys know that whatever you need God will provide. I don't care if the government is shutdown. That does not stop God from feeding and providing for His people. If you are without a job right now, keep consecrating yourself to God on a daily basis and watch Him provide for you ways that you could not imagine. I know because I am walking in that right now. God has shown Himself strong in the last 12 years of my life. I was in college when I worked for a grocery store called Cub Foods. Well, Cub Foods closed in 2001. I was able to get unemployment for about 8 months. Ever since then I have been looking for a steady job. On top of that I was unable to finish school. I sunk into a very deep depression. BUT......in the midst of all that God made a way for me. I kept going to church and reading my Bible. I did not develop a love for God's Word until December 31, 2002. I had asked God to give me a love for reading and studying His word that night and He did. I started to have a really consistent prayer life which has helped me alot. As fas a depression goes, I did not know how depressed I was until after I came out of it. I would sleep until noon or three o'clock and would just sit and watch TV. Then I was meeting guys on the Net (I will do a blog about that later). And He brought me out of it all. Our God is so good. I have never gone hungry. Never been put out the house. He has had people to give me clothes. Through different websites, I have won $10 dollar gift cards and some people even gave me money. What an awesome God! Listen, never give up! I am still looking for a job and I am still determined to get back in school. I am making sure that God directs the show now and not me. Keep looking up. The best is truly yet to come.